Just one of them days when I feel like telling you this...

I am a cowgirl. I can be anything you may want me to be. I can be one of the boys. Kayang-kaya kitang sakyan. Madali ako kausap. Masaya kasama. Hindi maarte. Simple lang. I'm the laid back type. I don't mind wearing torn jeans. I'm cool, understanding, comfortable to be with. Akap is one of my songs... "Sabihin sakin lahat ng lihim mo, iingatan ko. Ibaling sakin ang problema mo, kakayanin ko." You can talk to me about anything in the world. Pwede kitang samahan kahit saan. We can drink together. We can eat to together. Go wherever. I can tell which girls are better off with you. Ayos lang sakin. Totoo akong tao. I am all these and much more.

But I am not the meantime girl. So don't treat me like one. Don't just think of me when you need something. I'm still your friend. I'll be here for you. Just remember... Meantime girl died almost a year ago.

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Sometimes I feel like playing around. It's fun. It's easier. But then I realize it's not who I am. I can't do it. I just can't.

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Hey you! Can you please crash into me?

Contemplating the moments at the 4th night of UP Fair

Nothing can be much more rewarding after a long day than being at the Fair with friends. February 16, 2006 marks one helluva night full of fun and excitement! It's not just because of the company. The main reason why I'm contemplating with Thursday night's affairs is due to the "Ooh Lah Lah" moments and some unexpected ones too.

Just upon stepping into the Fair Grounds, I crossed paths with someone I didn't quite expect to see there. As I was walking by myself to leave my things in my best friend's car, there he was just in front of my face. It's the ex. I haven't seen him for a very long time and we haven't talked that much. And we still didn't talk that much. And we didn't stay together that long.

One minute with an ex seems too long but it's too short when you encounter the few good-looking guys who do not have anyone significant with them. Where have you gone mister tattooed guy in a maroon polo shirt?? Why'd you leave us just with a couple of stares everytime we were in each other's vicinity? Darn it. You could've stayed longer. Argh!

And that hot guy in a white. Oh shucks. And there was Paolo. Not too hot but he's cute.

But the best of 'em all was IRA CRUZ, the sexy guitarist of Bamboo. Ira, you're oh so hot! And "Ooh Lah Lah" can't seem to say it all. We're awed by your handsome face, your firm body, your moves, the way you play your guitar... As Karen would say it, "Ira, you're our Greek Mythology!" Hahahaha!

And the fun doesn't stop there. First, I got to climb two walls of Grip. But poor Ayla wasn't able to touch the last two holes of the 1st wall. Ang hirap ng pinapawisan ang paa while climbing! Pero sige ok lang. Sakit lang ng arms ko ngayon. Hehe. Astig pa rin. Hehe. Second, Sugarfree just knows how to rock the house! Astig kayo! Ebe ang gwapo(ng boses) mo! And third, ang saya magpichu-pichu! Hoy mga orgmates! Mag-upload na kayo! =D

Pag nag-iisa

Mag-isa ka. Bakit wala kang kasama? Eh wala eh.

Nasa unahan. Anong ginagawa mo dyan? Naghihintay.

Nag-aabang. May darating pa ba? Sana.

Tulala. Anong iniisip mo? Hindi ko alam.

Ang pinaka-panget sigurong mangyayari sa isang tao ay ang pumunta sa isang terminal, sumakay ng jeep na wala pang kalaman-laman, mag-hintay ng mahigit limang minuto para may dumating na kahit isa, at patuloy na mag-hintay hanggang mapuno. Tapos sa huli, para kang ketonging ayaw tabihan sa unahan. Kung hindi pa mapupuno yung likod, siguro wala talagang magbabalak na tumabi sa'yo.

Nasaan ang panget dun? Dahil ba walang tumatabi sa'yo? Hindi siguro yun. Siguro ang panget dun ay yung iisipin mo pagdating mo na sa dulo ng byahe... Tama ba yung pinuntahan mo? Ito ba ang gusto mong marating? Parang tama naman. Tama naman yung nasakyan ko. Ito yun eh. Tama. Tama yung pinuntahan ko.

Kaso anong problema? Hindi lang naman iyon ang tanging pagkakataon na umuwi kang mag-isa. Anong pinag-kaiba?

Pinag-kaiba? Siguro doon mo lang naisip na wala kang kasama. Hanggang ngayon, wala ka pa ring kasama. At ayaw mo nang maglakbay nang nag-iisa.

Eh ano ngayon? Anong gagawin mo? Hindi naman siguro tamang mag-hintay ka nalang palagi. Hindi ko alam. Pare, siguro mabuti pa, pumara ka nalang. Tapos baba ka. Hinto sandali. Hintay ng kaunti. Tigil muna. Tapos sakay ng panibagong jeep na daraan. Malay mo, pag-sakay mo, may kakilala ka na. Eh di hindi ka na nag-iisa. Saya diba?