Ayla Deeyosah

ayla. a deeyosah. so simple yet very complicated. single. looking around. waiting. just living and still loving.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

what's your itch?

wanting something so bad without possibly getting them can really kill.

it's like having an itch with your hands and feet tied to the ground situated in the middle of nowhere. you couldn't find some corner where you can rub yourself against. you really want to get it scratched but you can't! you just can't. there are restrictions. you're bounded. you have no choice. you want to break free but you'll have to wait until the knots loosen up. you wish!

how do you deal with your itch? you know you won't be able to relieve it until someone does it for you. well well well. that is if you're lucky enough. but will you ever find someone who will do the scratching for you? will someone find you and answer your call? until you find someone, that itch can and will irritate you... at your wits end. but then you can also wait until it disappears when no one has heard your cry for help. either way, you'll go crazy. so good luck.


my itch? it's scratchable, if there is such a term. one hand's free. will i? or will i not scratch it? i hope it just disappears because i have no intention to cry for someone who will relieve it. nor allow to be relieved by myself. might as well get killed. hehehe.

you? what's your itch?